What we fear doing most is usually what we most need to do. – Tim Ferris Today was a complete shit day. The worst of the worst. I have a lot of those, but this one really got to me. Then I slammed my fingers hard, numbingly hard, in the back door. So hard it bounced off them. For a second I stood there, staring at them in disbelief. How did that just happen? When the second was up I…